5/19/2010

Im leaving him , as much as it hurts me , and I know I cant do it!! Im doing it

I wont live under a woman shadow!! even if he was so in love with her and she was his dream girl!!

I did more than any woman do for her lover ! I got over H for him , and he still lives in his dream with her!!

it's enough that I know in each look that he look at me he wishes if I was her!

it's enough for me to know that I'm only a "time killer" to him.

I really don't know what I'm doing!! but I'm bretty sure a big part of it is right

5/03/2010

I really dont know what I have to do!!

is it me
is it him
is it she

he is not over her yet

is it my fault
am I not enough for him

was she a better woman than I'am

am I trying to chase the love that can never be found

are these answers or questions

rolling over and over in my mind

Was I that bad
?
or
was she that good
how could she got his heart
and I didn't
he says he loves me
but only 5% of his heart loves me

Would I
?
? Will I
Leave him
can  I
?
Time to say good bye?and step out of it NOW