the best birthday ever

its the best birthday I ever had , loved every thing in it expect that sara wasnt around , from the midnight phone calls and msgs & BCs , untill this moment our door is ringing !! the whole house is full of flowers !! it's like im geting married or something , from the morning when I went to work !! how the ballons were every where , then the gifts were on my desk !! then calls from reception says that I have recived one more gift !! how my boss with out feeling huged me & kissed me on cheeecks !!! it waaas so funny <3 I felt so shy as I have never been , then going to college , every one just hugeeeed meeee ll2baaaaaad , even my female teachers !! it was amaaaazing , every one kept singing for me happy birthday !! even my friend that i dont talk to any more celebrate me !! & yeeeeeeeeeees saaaaaaaaif & hajes made me a surprise paaarty !!! I have never ever expected that coming !! to see saif again or hajes ! to tlk to them or to feel that again I still have brothers , saif wasnt as he used to be with me but I wouldnt feel it's my bd unliss he was there , & he did , malek made my day !! I have recived flowers from dxb but I dont know from whome !! gifts gifts gifts like I have never have , mam went crazy !! shes like r u geting married !! I never thought this would happen ! I expected nothing at all ! & in return I had the best birthday I could ever have , and im sure it will remain for couple more years , I loooooooved this , every single thing , even that saif didnt give me that eye contact but I know he didnt cuz he is still hurt ! something I didnt relize untill today , that there is alllllllot ppl in my life that they really love me & care about me , evern ppl I didnt know about & they really want me to love happy , today I have reached my 21 & reached to something I have never feelt it befor , who loves me will never ever make me be out of her/his life , mistakies do happen & I do mistakies , but I dont repat the same one twice , I'm human & I learned from my mistakies , ppl arent in my life any more dont desrve me , recently someone told me " noora ur too good to be in a relationship" & I saif ya I know loool . who cares about a relationship when I have this amount of ppl who adooooores meeeee !! when my yongest cuzn with 4 years old brought to me the twilight saga series novels I couldnt stop crying !! he is 4 yrs old & knows that I love edward & cared to bring it to me !! "although I already have them & read them" I felt im the happiest person on the earth , allah 3wa'6ni today waayed !1 brought to me happines I havent feelt it for at least 5 or 6 years , even though the day that I born in to is gone , but ppl still celebrating me <3 I adore my life & the ppl in it & al7umdella for every thing in my life & what I have !! maybe god 7rmni from something I wanted but he gave something else is much more important & I havent feel it untill today , al7umdella for this bliss in my life , al7umdella for being this much happy , al7umdella , allah yr7mch ya ydooh o allah yrdech b alsalama ya sara <3