Some times , you just wish that life go back , for a few days , weeks , months or years !! Some times you just wish you haven’t say that word / sentence or you haven’t done that action that you did in Ur last 5 mins.
how strange the mind can change and we our self can be opposite our self’s after few minutes ! Now it doesn’t make a difference, but it make us aware how important to think a thousand times before any action we take! & Think of it from all sides! I really regret what I have done to some ppl! I wish I wasn’t that emotional! & That I can control my self more! I found that I’m cold to curtain ppl ! But sure I'm much more colder than a month ago, like ice in my blood! I miss the motivation in my life, I miss what was making my laugh so hard and think allot! I know I'm on the right track but it's not the track that I wont it! True that sometimes human choose what isn't right for him just because they want it! Allot of people who knows me says that I'm an angel! Almost every one , even people that I hurt still say the same & I think why then I suffer this much ! Anger & pain where to release them ! I have no exit except here, writing makes me get it out of my chest ! also Ali & shei5a have a big reflect on my life ! I wouldn't survive without them , I would have collapsed & never be me again ! Thanks god for letting them in my life . Thank you god
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The same thinking and feeling exactly. Sometimes I regret something I did even if it has happened before 5 minutes !
U have Ali & shai5a el7mdllah.
But sometime there is no one around us who give us comfort
I can be always there if you needed someone !! I will never judge you if you were right or wrong ! I will just lesson & advice the best for you
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