indescribable

Nothing at all would compete what I'm  feeling now! No one, tears running with a sour in my through, breathing is so hard, nothing can describe it, no one can feel it, lonely, like I'm the only one in hell. Hateness started to born in my heart, toward the most person I loved, every thing, every thing looks purled, looks scary, looks sharp & ready to hurt me, the words he says are true, what a pain! Even tears wont cure me, nothing I can say or nothing I can talk about, indescribable this is. & I know nothing that I can say about nothing I can do about. Just burn it in too me & leave it till I die, it will stay burning forever, like candle. It’s the whole in my soul, he created this pain that I will carry it with me everywhere, every when, every place always & forever. Killing him in me, hate him, something I hope to do. He is an evil in a human shape, he is the evil, I can feel my heart dying, to live & be one like his