A Question flows in my head

Every one is pushing me forward; every one is supporting me, every one want to take me to the next step! I just don't want too, it's right that I moved on, but I just want to take a break right now from every thing! It has been a very tired year! It's right I know what I'm going to do! It’s right my plans are on and ready to go, but I just need to stay alone! To spend some quietly time with me self, every thing is happening to quickly & my respond is too quickly too! I don't want to do any mistakes any more! A serious relationship is not in my mind right knowing o what I want too. They keep pushing me & giving me the support! Thanks but I want to a break! Rushing for I thing like that isn’t good, this corner that he throw me in isn’t what I wanted! Getting married isn’t what I think I want! At least not now. I need to get ride of this question swimming all over my head! A question no one will know! & Only one have the answer! A question I will never ask to get the answer! I will find it out my self! I will say yes to him for now cuz I don’t want to lose someone want me so badly like him again & will see what goes on, what is the future hiding for me! What is that answer .